The life of our childhood was poor and hard, but there was no restraint.
The Port of Huangpu was just a country area at that time. Most of the houses
there were surrounded by a yard, in which many plants had been planted. Some
people raised many poultry in it. Every street there was named “village”,
like “Village 1”,“Village 2”etc, names that are used even now. In front
of our“village”, there was a big lawn. Towards evening in summer many people
sat on it, men and women, old and young. They chatted, played games or football,
and so on. During the seasons of spring and summer, the meadow was decorated
with lots of small flowers.
Along the profuse woods of banana and litchi towards the east, there was a
winding stream, limpid and peaceful. Under the clear water, appeared fine sand
and cobbles that looked bizarre and beautiful. Big and small crabs crawled
slowly along the bottom of the stream. There were also many other living things,
like snails and spiral shells. The majority of living things in the stream were
spiral shells. You could graspsome of them while you scooped up a hand of sand.
Many little fish might swim freely by your legs if you stood in the stream.
Many families had several children in those days. The parents were tired of
getting money to provide for their children and could not take care of them. So
most of the children were very free or un restrained. One of my classmates told
me that he had so many brothers and sisters that his parents never knew which of
them had been at home or not, even did not know whether all the children had been
back to sleep or not.
When we came back from school, we usually took an iron bucket and ran out at
once, to swim, to fish, or to catch crabs. It was right in this stream that I
learned to swim by myself. We always stayed there for about an hour or two. The
skin of our hands and feet were wrinkled by the water.
One of my best hobbies was dragging for spiral shells. We put an iron bucket
onto the riverside and threw the spiral shells in it from the stream. “Dong,
Dong.” The sounds of it were so lovely to hear. The quicker the sound heard, the
better the result was.
The task of catching crabs fell to my little brother. As the bigger crabs
always hid in the mud. He had to stretch into the holes with his hands. I was
afraid of those crab holes. The feeling of being bitten by the crabs was not
good. The boys sometimes were brave. So I always shouted when I saw the holes of
the crabs and let my little brother catch them. For us, to catch crabs had an
important purpose. We raised many chickens and ducks at home. If the poultry had
crabs to eat, they could lay more and bigger eggs. Some of them even had two
yolks. It could be said, “Crabs equal eggs.” My brother and sister set up a
“rule” that we could eat only one egg with two yolks on our birthday.
If my little brother was not at home, Iwent to catch crabs with some girls
that were braver than me, and the “results”we shared together. What I could
do was simply to shout to them if I saw a hole of crabs.
One day, I went to the stream to catch crabs after I came back from school.
My partner was a boyish girl. There were too many crabs to catch that day. That
girl captured them one by one. The crabs seemed to be afraid of her and dared
not bite her even the much bigger ones. We felt very excited and congratulated
each other in the stream. Just then, that capable girl stared with great
excitement, “Look at that hole. It is much bigger than those. It must be a king
crab.” She rushed forward and put her right hand into the hole at once. I
clapped my hands by her side and shouted, “Hurry up, go on, take…” Then I
heard a screaming before I could finish my words. When she withdrew her hand,
her face turned white. I felt horrible and asked her hurriedly, “What’s wrong
with you? Were you bitten by the crab?” “No,” she said. She was going to cry,
but tears were kept in her eyes. She said, “I was bitten by a poisonous snake.”
Then she showed me her bleeding finger. There were two tooth prints on it, as
small as the eye of a needle. She looked pale and whimpered to me, “I am
goingto die.”
We both were at a loss what to do, and did not think about going to the
hospital. We could only look at each other and cry. After a while, she stopped
crying and said to me with tears, “I must go back home to take a bath now.
Otherwise, it will be late. Promise me, please, don’t tell my parents about it.
If I die, you must go and see my parents. OK?” Then she handed her little finger
to me. We touched each other. That means I promised. She hurried off, with her
finger raised over her head. I looked at her hand until her shadow was disappeared.
I could not fall asleep that night. Her finger and her shadow kept in my mind
all the time. And so were her sad parents. Time passed hour after hour. Vaguely
conscious, I heard her voice. “Is there something wrong with my ears?” I nipped
my leg. It’s true. I was so glad to jump up to meet her. We went to school together.
She told me what had happened. When she went back her home last night, she took a
bath at once. Then she wore her beautiful clothes that she liked best and went to
bed. It was early morning when she woke up. She could not believe it and had a bite
on her finger. It was so painful that she cried out. She said that her mother
found she had fallen asleep, so she had not asked her to have supper.
The forest, that flourishing and luxuriant place that stays in my memory of
childhood, has gone forever. Those beautiful litchi and banana trees have all been
cut down. Some places were replaced by bus stops or stores. That clear stream has
been filled up with mud, and only a small part of it is still kept, within the new
park, for playing and rowing. Walking along the stone path of the park and looking
at those innocent children, I could not help recalling my childhood. I envy the
happiness of the children nowadays and cherish the memory of my unrestrained life
in the past time.










网友评论仅供其表达个人看法,并不表明本站立场。